I keep falling beneath my knees,
My head drowns to my own tears,
My shadow fades in darkness of mind,
seeking for an answer which I cant find,
embedded on my heart is failure,
fallen again even though I endure,
suffering from broken dreams in stress,
I surrender to this worlds cruel unfairness,
like death I cry and mourn,
with candles from which I forlorn.
Burning candle fire charades,
smokes my life into death parades.
I dwell deep within myself,
now a victim of my own denial,
knowing something I haven't felt,
mind full of misery in trial.
lost within my own doubts,
my heart screams as it shouts,
someone to show my identity,
to take me away from my misery.